to struggle // 2001-09-06

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i hate to hear your this way
i hate to not have a word to say
i dont know so far away...
distance still has a correlation to confusion

cant decide if everything i read was a warning and continuance of a hesitant spirit..or if its a call for ministering and sharing (ran into this question before and chose wrong)in either i want to show you to love, to seek His counsil, to love you through Jesus' blood. i feel like i would come there only for you, and God could use that (its His choice to) but ill choose to follow and run after His will... but im not sure i know His voice. i woke up this morning praying to just know You...im starting all over again. but i cant expect to give from an empty heart, and Your Word is the only thing which fills me up. and i hate to hear him struggling like this...

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