in the darkness i let my self
rush into this face again
rush all over him to fix
the urgency to keep it quenched
and hearts in beating
as repeated in my nervous head
wait wait wait
because tomorrow carries too much fear
because failure rips too carelessly
because myself is doing this for
itself
and loving one, i may be far
and may be coming home
but in truth all that should have been attained
is the truth
promise to stay real even if
and even when
it would nail you openly for all to see
and run from in disgust
i have too many nails and not enough
strength to make me whole

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