so this is goodbye
not so hard to say, as i thought
so this is goodnight
as words that could have been said,
all mean nothing
trying to make it today
couldnt even sit at dinner
with out breaking
couldnt even take pictures
with out collapsing
im sorry i was trying to,
and longing to hold a hand
that wont ever hold me back
and im sorry im not strong enough
to face the blows
im sorry you didnt look close enough
or if you did ignored how i react
i spent countless days living for your life
and your life for hours here
if you knew this was killing me...but you do
but if you wont feel
if you fear falling
then i wont try to carry us both
so this is goodbye
not as hard to say, as i thought

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