im almost sick knowing your away. not even a day and its hard for me- i have no way except Jesus -to get through

im scared today because i doubted fundamental truths, and i ran to God, and He knew just what to say. but do you know how shallow i am in my faith, you deserve better and its hard for me to continue.

dont worry about this ending, God has much better ahead, and im learning to come to a point where i would care about you enough to give you to another who is stronger than i, because i want the best for you.

its not about me anymore.im wishing with all of me you were here right now to hold me i need your strength

but my heart hurts and i know where to turn i always will.

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