was it more beautiful
then
when the only person this was to
was the one that didn't see it
it was purer
it was less than
an obsession
it was overflow
and now i feel
that its defiled
that though its more real
its so much less
slaving over old words
to realize my incapability of new
im sorry Jesus, it doesn't Glorify You
the way i also wanted it to
i've been ready for the purposeful life
but too lazy to give mine up
is there hope for this place?

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