is it funny that
you werent there at twelve?
then why did that smile appear
out of nowhere
to accompany thoughts of you?
im not really sure, to be so honest
of how you feel
partially because
to accept reciprocation
is to become painfully aware
of change

and to learn to be content in all situations
if this were impermanent
if this were short-lasting
to say im glad i just got to sit with you, or know of you
jealous of others that do
i think that is truth, and becoming more true
before it would have been a blatant lie-contentment
do lies become truth?

the sun was beautifully bright this morning
and it looks more like july than january
there is a phenomenon I have discovered
i dream(ed) of you, sweetly, specifically
and it was a good dream
i awoke as amazed as it seemed

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