im sorry i find it easier to write about you than God. im sorry i am more consumed with these thoughts which i attempt to articulate than the ones i judge others by and leave unspoken. Lord, i dont know what to share tomorrow night. i will refuse to share empty fillings to allow a service, an order of events to flow smoothly. and what could i share of meaning to these who are where i am? You work in my heart even though with clenched fists i grab onto You. Your grace is sufficient and all i could say is what we all try to say in different ways until it breaks through even our own hardened minds...Your grace is sufficient, let us live to want only that grace and to exist as madly and desperatly in love with the only one who died to give us that...please take not only my heart tonight, but my mind as well. im sorry ive been on vacation today.

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