i talk a lot. write. think.
barely read, pray, worship
i worry a lot. wonder. cry
barely stop, ask, bow
i waste a lot. daydream. wait.
barely go, do, share
i spend a lot. feel. assume
barely practice what i record
i fall a lot. sin. judge.
barely ask for Your Forgiveness
i brag a lot. show. boast.
barely remember i am nothing
i am a white-washed tomb a lot.
barely clean on the inside
im a good actress. playing the game.
barely truely fooling others
i cant ever trick You. dont. wont. couldnt.
barely able to keep on going
i need Your Help. Your Grace.
barely, rather never can i do it
i am sinful. i feel it in prayer.
barely can i feel You there
i stop my mouth. my heart beats on.
barely can i lift my eyes
i-nothing-but i too much.
barely selfless
i resign.

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