ill get up so i can sit down and read this again
such a different picture in and outside of my head
this time unwilling in any way unwanting
to cling to and turn to someone outside [apathetic to]His Love
but you are not so maybe i am
to say either way goes back to judging again
and i judge your comments of where you spend your time
because i see its no better than what ive done with mine
there are a million things i could easily confess to feel
but i dont trust my emotions anymore, in anyway
please wholeheartedly seek Him
study and read and pray
and i ask you to do all this, but i continue in my own way
sorry for being double-minded, for hypocritical standards
i want you to be what you thought you saw in me
what you are
inspiring

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